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if youre ever feeling depressed and blah about your life go get lady gaga's cd and play it over and over and over.
everytime me and d listen to it...it always makes us get up and dance and be happy.
so put it in and dance!

my phone is off.
i just don't think i can talk right now.


amy, let's get these thoughts in order.

i miss having someone around to love me.
what a lonely life ive somehow fallen into.

bravo self.
bravo.

falling.
falling.





mondays were made for starting over.

let's go to england and party it up at the generator hostel for $31 a night and $1.50 drinks.

airfare: $1175
hostel: $31.15/night

i can only go for a week though.
sad. well, unless i can get steph to cover for me for a weekend or two.
and then we could just travel around and stay in differnt hostels and have mucho fun.
yes?
yes.

go to bonnaroo music and arts festival with me june 12-15th in manchester, tn.
airfare: $330
tickets: $209.50

lineup:

Pearl Jam
Metallica
Jack Johnson
Kanye West
Robert Plant and Alison Krauss featuring T Bone Burnett
Phil Lesh & Friends
My Morning Jacket
The Allman Brothers Band
The Raconteurs
Willie Nelson
Death Cab for Cutie
B.B. King
Sigur Ros
Levon Helm and the Ramble on the Road
Ben Folds
O.A.R.
The Bluegrass Allstars
M.I.A.
Umphrey's McGee
Iron & Wine
Yonder Mountain String Band
The Swell Season
Talib Kweli
Derek Trucks & Susan Tedeschi Soul Stew Revival

yeah.
we should go.
come on come on come on.
i feel like flying somewhere.

im just sorry that i suck beng a friend to you alll.
erin. im sorrry i suck.
nbrandi im sorry i sick.
liz im sorey i couldnt make it.
laylea im sorry we never habg out.

so.
to veryone.
dont expect anything out o fme.
because im lane.
and am scared to get oitand get with you all or soe quyality time.
i miss youm
i hope yoy havnt ofrgeoten me.
i havent forgotten you<3

lol i should go outside once in awhile.
apparently it snowed today...but i havent even gone out to see it yet.
ive been cleaning the house.
i broke the toilet :/
(lol...i didnt know you couldnt flush the cleaning thing down the toilet...whoops)
so cliff is attempting to fix it.
(last time theyll let me clean the house! haha)
im going to target in a bit.
gotta buy a straightener to tame this wild beast of hair.
haha.
and some glue to fix my eyelashes.
for some reason when i got them tabbed, my right eye decided to be nice and none of them have fallen out...and then my left eye decided to be a bitch and theres like three left. haha looks pretty hott, ill tell you that ;)

at 1am i attempted to learn to drive.
figured itd be a good idea since theres pretty much no one outside at that time of night so i only had to look out for stray cats, orange cones (theres construction all over olson rd.) and mail boxes.
not too difficult.

i didnt die.
so i guess i will keep trying to learn.
i mean..im 19...its about time right?
and i want a chrysler 300 so i can look all gangsta and whatnot yoo.

i never really noticed that big of a difference in them before [sizewise]
crazinesss.

i hate that no one understands.


and that im too weak to spell it out for them.

soo i made a blog like march of last year so i could do the whole project 365...but of course after like a week i gave up on it.

so starting fresh i decided im just gonna do it once a week on here.

so be ready.
photo365(366 this year i guess) is now in play.

joy tea is truely the best invention ever.
i mean..3 teas in one?!
amazing.
green, black and oolong tea.
awe how i love them all.

if i go home and see that nate has drank all of it i will have to murder him.
not too bright of me to leave it in the cupboard huh?

i cant wait to go home and spend all my money at forever21.
eeps.
newwwwww clothes.
holler

okay.
question.
XXI is forever21 right?
like i know its owned by the same people.
but is it the same store?
like could i use my f21 gift card at XXI?
because they have better clothes.
and theres sunglasses i want.
yeppp.
(they probably wont be there and ill be sad :/)

okay.
so.
figure that out and tell me :D

im sad.
lucky's dead.
apparently he got in a fight?
idk.
my dad buried him.
and then just told me about it just now.

its all his fault you know.

you can't have a cat live indoors for 8 years and then move it to a new house out in the middle of a city and expect everything to work out perfectly.

no more bullemic kitty.

the sabotage cafe is a pretty interesting book.
im a little more than halfway through right now. its written in an interesting way. the mom tells the story about her daughter running away and living on the streets...but like the mom is a pschitzo so she thinks the voices are telling her where her daughter is and stuff.
but i think the story shes telling is really just about herself? idk we shall see. its interesting.

i was quite disapointed with sellevision :/ i only read like 50 pages and then was put off by the whole thing.
so boring.
its not a memoir like the other books by augusten burroughs so thats lame.
ill probably finish it one day when im hella bored and theres nothing better to do.

the third book is god is dead. ive only read like 5 pages of it so far but im definatey going to read the rest of it after the sabotage cafe. seems like an interesting concept for a book. mhm.

i have 1hr50mins left of cleaning to do til im out of debt to my mom.
lol.
fun fun fun.